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On Music

October 11th, 2026

I've always enjoyed listening to music. It was never really a problem until middle school, when I was gifted an iPod nano.

Suddenly, I no longer had to wait to be in front of a computer to listen to music. I could listen anywhere. On the bus, in between class, while doing homework.

It took me until college to take a step back and realize what I was doing. Music, like any other sensory input, is some form of stimuli. Perhaps the spectrum is something like this:

<- [negative stimuli] ---- [    neutral stimuli    ] ---- [positive stimuli] ->
<- [ songs we hate  ] ---- [songs we don't care for] ---- [ songs we love  ] ->

However, I'm fairly certain the spectrum has extended in magnitude in both directions. Looking back in history, the progression of music has been something like this:

So it really hasn't been that long since people started walking around playing things in their ears. This is a somewhat sobering fact. I wonder how many conversations, people, or thoughts I've neglected in favor of this slight dopaminergic boost.

I don't know if it's possible or necessary to write off music entirely, but I also don't know if "everything in moderation" is as easy as it sounds anymore. Regardless, I'd probably be better off listening to silence more often.